Today, June 25th 2010, is my 30th birthday. I am apart from home by thousands miles. I have not spent my birthday with my parents for five years, and theirs neither.

Mom and dad called me for celebration. I said thanks and happy in speaking but felt lonely, guilty and sad in my heart. Generally, as the same as my age in China, most people found up their family and mostly have kids. In a family day, parents, couples, children, three even four generations all are in a house, talking, laughing to share the happy as a clan. What a warm scene it is! But it does not happen to my family! That stays with my parents is only a cat. I can tell how lonely they are even if they never speak of.

I hope I can stay with them and have a good wife an a kid. But I screwed up. At the very afternoon, I told Yubao that I would not return China in a short time. With unspeakable broken heart, I let her go, and hoped she would meet her Mr. Right in a right time.

Fortunately, I received a surprised from Michelle and Steven. They brought me ice-cream cupcake with lighted candles at my door. Looking at the shaking flame in the candles, I was deeply touching. Thanks to them. Let my feel a little warm in this very day.